Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in irishhooligan33's LiveJournal:

Sunday, May 14th, 2006
8:03 pm	finally home and away from all the bitching that goes on in the dorms. prety glad to be out of there. went to melissa's brother's house last night which was an interesting but really funny night. it was a good way to end the year. moving out was a pain in the ass but i am home which is going to be good. hopefully get to see some people soon so if you are around, give me a call (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
9:55 am	exam week #2. not to bad so far. had two exams in one day and they went fine. difficult but i am not worried about it. i think i am getting a 3.8 for the semester, or at least i am hoping. this semester has been really difficult with taking an extra class and all but it seems the more classes i take, and the more i go out and party, the better i do in my classes. who knows if there is any correlation but that is how it goes i guess. i have an exam in providence at 7 tonight and then an exam at 8 in the morning tomorrow and i am done. pretty happy about that but i will be here for a while. i will either be able to leave saturday night or sunday morning. i have mixed emotions about leaving here. the year went great and i got use to living alone. i met a girl that i really enjoy spending time with but time of course has prevented anything from going further. that really sucks but i guess thats how it goes. i want to start the summer and just stop thinking of all that i am leaving here. i want to chill, visit people, turn 21, get drunk, and start my two jobs. i will be workign at burrs hill again which is the best job in the world. i also got that atlantic beach club job which seems to be sick. i am outside all day on the weekend at the beach with a bunch of friends that i am working with. its me, corey, cheever, jadon, and bisbano. all we are doing is checkin ids and they tell us to flirt witht he girls. cant go wrong there. so we will see how it goes. hopefully i will see everyone soon and everyone has a crazy bday. much love (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
2:31 am	yea soooooo i am not sure why i am updating. i just got finished with a 9 page paper comparing the peloponnesian war to united states, palestine, israel, china, and iran based on classical realism international theory. the sad this is i picked the topic. i am exhausted but its all good. i will be glad when i hand this bad boy in. got another big project to do for my edc400 class that will kick my ass but it will be really nice when i am done with that. maybe get a social life for the remainder of the semester...well whats left of it. i havent told many people about this but i got into the education program. i am pretty pumped especially after all th work i put into the portfolio. i student teach in spring 2008 so that will be cool other then that easter was chillin. saw the family, ate some good food, watched the sox, drank some harp (best beer ever) and chilled out. i really have no idea what to write. kinda running on fumes. school is over on the 1st and i finish exams the tenth. i have to stay until the 15th but then it is summer break. i got another job. i am going to be a bouncer at the atlantic beach club in newport. i think it is hilarious because i am not the bouncer type but it will be a good time i hope. when i am done with classes, i plan on going to boston to visit some people and hopefully get up to maine to see melissa. you know maybe home depot... i dont know if i will have time. much love (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
7:46 pm	things have been movin quickly around here. i am likin it big time. the only problem is that i havent had that much time to get things done as of big projects. they will fall into place in the end. other then that i sprained my ankle playing basketball at the gym. it is pretty swollen and black and blue. not good when the weather is finally nice out. anywho erics bday is comin up and he will be 21 really soon. good shit. im out... much love (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
12:26 am	i just been thinking. next year home will be so much different then this year fo rthis one reason, we will be able to hang out somewhere we weren't able to before; a bar. open late, hang out with friends, get a couple drinks and it is legal. it will be much different i think in a strictly no alcoholic way. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
4:31 pm	horrible for about a week now, i have really thought things over. casey and i broke up last night. it was devestating. she is a one in a million girl but i am not at her level yet. i am too insecure with myself to be with her. i can't give her what she has given me. i still can't believe it is over. it was only three months but they were great. so smart, funny, cute, caring, and friendly. it was so hard to say goodbye because i have put a friendship in jeopardy. she says that she can't be friends with someone she dated and that is the one thing that is haunting me right now. i love her and to not have her in my life is going to be the hardest thing in my college life. i have lost the one thing that always supported me throughout everything. no more smile, no more hugs, no more wity comments. all gone because i can't be happy with myself. i don't know what to do with myself right now. i want to help someone that is hurting but i get pushed away. one day i truly hope things will change and i can be in her life again. even though i feel so alone now, i truly think it is better for her. this is going to be difficult. i feel like such an asshole. i am one. i wish i had it in me to be with her but it eats me up inside. i feel like i am fooling her. i don't deserve someone as amazing as her. i just don't. i hate myself right now. (2 Comments |Comment on this)